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' star lover
' authetic NERD
' handbeller
' Kerunophobia
(means scared of thunder and lighting)
' 010491
' plmgps, plmgss, sajc, rmit
currently:
school's started :(( terribly sad that her 9 mths of holiday ended like so abruptly.. mugger life kicking back sooon
Luv
' Family, Freinds
' Reading SleePing
' :Music:Art:
' NOT doing AnythinG
Hate
' household chores
' mugging
' homework
' anything that requires me to THINK alot
' unreasonable people
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' being able to fly... *
' get chance to sit on a flying broom sticks or magic carpet *
' a BABY grand piano
' MASTER THE ART OF TELEPORTING =D *
' be a ambidextrous (so i can finish my hw in time) *
' do well in everything
but afteall these years she knows that wishes are just another fantasy crafted out by her little brain.
they are only present in the unrealistic world, that Utopia she's looking for. Maybe in Neverland too...
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BESTIE!!! Man Ling
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OCIP 2008 thailand
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Xi Ying
Yuan Qing
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die liao. jus checked diary yesterday..... guess wat, midyear coming in 2 weeks time. worst thing is I AM STILL NOT PREPARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls, someone help me. i am so going to die. AMATHS ALONE GOT 20 CHAPTERS. *faints*
plus geog (sec 3 topics included) and social studies and AND EMATHS and bio and chem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
did i miss out anything? anyway, today's bio test was very difficult. mcq mostly tikam tikam one. leanr one did not come out come can. stupid. okay, relax, breathe IN AND OUT.
yes. i jus did it. external intercoastal muscles contracts, internal intercoastal muscle relax, causing outward/upwards movement of ribcage, diaphragm contracts/flattens. there is an increase in vol in the chest cavity, causing a decrease in pressure. now, the pressure is lower than atmospheric pressure so air rush into the lungs and fill them.
tada! this is one of the minute thing happens when you breathe in. need a breathe out explanation? i dont think so, anyway, it is jus the direct opposite. okay okay, i shall stop bio... ate chees this morning, wanna know how cheese is made? it is made frm fermentation of mik with.............. (okay, i see people getting ready their physics/bio bks/broomsticks heading here.)
FINE! i shall shut up.
yesterday squashed a SNAIL. eekkk. gross too. even more gross then squashing a caterpillar. cos this one got sound effect one. *crack sound*
oops, dont really meant to destroy your small little house one. cos you walk/crawl so slowly and wat's more in early morning on the pavement. MUHAHAHAHA
today, ethel went ard teaching ppl how to say F--- You in japanese during handbell. so vulgar. forgot wat's called alr.
mr fong let us did some slef relfection.
Q: my handbells ensemble is uniquely different because....
my answer: COS I AM INSIDE WAT!!! HEEHEEB :D
Q: the 2 songs we are playing are unquely different because....
my answer: no one ever play the songs the way we do, cos we are different and this make the song uniquely ours and WE OWN IT!!
Q: i am a winner in my life because........
my answer: I CONQUERED MY FEARS WITH GOD'S HELP!!! YAY!!!
(peaked at ethel's ans. she wrote: cos i got GREAT FRIENDS :])
heard harp played. lol. the way the sway super funny. like the song though. do really hope they get a GOLD, so their efforts can pay off. some parts still quite messy though..... ALOT OF SPACE OF IMPROVEMENT!!! JIA YOU HARP!!
checked midyrs timetable at sch web. everyday end very late, how to study ar? sb tell me...
2/5-1330
3/5-1315
4/5-1230
7/5-1330
8/5-1000
9/5-1315
10/5-1415
11/5-0900
worst days
4/5 (fri)-emaths p1 and ss
7/5 (mon)-eng p2 and both geog pp1 &2
9/5 (wed)-chem and emaths pp2
10/5 (thurs)-amaths pp2 & bio pp1 & 2
die liao lah!!!!! still got so many homework....
as for revision, dunno where to start from, everything is like piling up. still got SYF and Kaleidascope thing.... shit. no time to breathe........ (okay, this time, no more breathe in and out theory)
now doing lit essay (on themes-irony, cos easiest)
anyway, MACBETH is hard. stupid play, got so many quotes to memorise...
oh, and the ss class test, i sure going to die. inference & comparison qn one.
very sure going to fail that one. cos did not study format and crapped like dunno wat. plus it takes up 100% in class test. I AM SURE GONNA DIE.
HW UNDONE
-eng compre holocaust (wow, very long le!)
-hcl chpt 9
-lit essay
-chi speech writing (due wed)
-geog assignment (due fri)
-a/emaths revision (oh and ms XXXX have not return us our hw we passed up, how to study for test????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
as you can see, the list very long. die die die le :'(
YESTERDAY: oh, and i think, the pic in this youtube is taken from Passion of Chirst. and that was how jesus died for our sins so that we can come to God. cruel right, but i is a truth i believe, DO YOU?
a horrific incident. i squashed a caterpillar. on purpose. lol
stupid caterpillar. dunno how did it ever made it up so high. climbed up to my legs. grossed and freaked out. luckily was wearing a longer pants.
at first, i tot it was the "glow worm" sweet you find in supermart, but as it turns out, it seemed to have legs. caterpillars are ugly. and absolutely 100% GREEN in colour.
fortunately did not start screaming when i saw it. quickly, i reached out and take a piece of paper near by (dunno why tissue box disappear suddenly??), slamed the piece of paper at the caterpillar.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (evil laughs)
it was DEAD within seconds. lol. gross. it's brainjuice dirtied my pants. idoit.
after that, called ml and told my story
me:guessed what is the blood colour of a caterpillar?
ml:white?
me:no
ml:black?
me:no, IT'S GREEN!!!
actually not as that green as all of you think it is. quite transparent too!. anyway, that squishy has alot of brain juice i must say. gotta be thankful that caterpillar is not that kinda SUPER furry one. phew.
TODAY:
run 2.4km today. aimed for A. results was not what i expected. we run at the park opposite our sch. alot of people there running too. (snatching oxygen with me, plus polluting the environment with carbon dioxide) actually carbon dioxide is essential for plant's photosynthesis. so nvm, it was quite environmentally friendly.
wanted a A to beat X, unfortunately did not. stupid. anyway, JESS I RAN FASTER THEN YOU LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :p HAHA.
it's like harder to run in the park, cos got slope (upwrds and downrds one) plus the residents strolling in the park walk so slowly. need to constantly aviod banging them. but at my lst lap, did not care, bump in one lady, she said "tsk.... (voice became muffled cos i was running quite fast)"
walked during the run. stupid. i told myself never walk one lor. anyway was really tired then. we have to run 7 rounds ard the park. everytime i passed by the timer, it was like 2 mins plus. so alr expected to get that kinda result.
after the run as so tired, wanted to shit badly. rushed to toilet. no paper. [fast forward] late for ms XXX lesson, luckily did not made to stand (very lucky lor, cos late for 16mins leh!!)
today's class cell was abt CHANGE. many things changed.
people change, feelings change, mindset change too. but i know God's love is unchanging. no matter how much we sin he will still love us the way we are. that's the best part.
went with hz to hougang mall library. finally manage to get my hands on TENTH CIRCLE!!! yippe!! yesterday finished the book Shopaholic & Sister. lol, that bk is super nice plus funny.
now waiting for ml's macbeth thing.
felt a need to add this:
THIS SONG REALLY VERY NICE!!!!! (scroll down)
EVERYONE MUST LISTEN
first time i heard the song, i nearly cried. "he said son, do you know i still love you?"
hiliary introduced this song during cell last wk. touched. rmb, you are never running alone, god is always running with you :))
NEVER RUN ALONE
WHEN GOD RAN [Phillips, Craig And Dean]
Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome
Lord Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time the only time
I ever saw Him run
CHORUS:
Was when He ran to me,
He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said,“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran
The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run
And then He ran to me,
He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said,“Son do you know I still love you?” H
e caught me by surprise as
He brought me to my knees When God ran – I saw Him run to me
BRIDGE:
I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day
I saw Him run to me,
He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again
He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”,
He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran
Today went for dinner at joyce's church, so grand can, love their auditorium. even got some thoughts of transfering church :P lol. anw took quite alot of pics there, pretty wasted that did not bring my cam along. should have done so. stupid.
lingying with the act cool post.lol -.-
well, looked like F4. ly in that pic looks funny though :Dethel was actually separated from us (lingying, manling, me) then she and joyce swop. ate to our hearts contends yay :) a bowl of salad. on diet wat. stupid jeans stoday suddenly very tight, wth.after that talked about going the japan trip thingy.
it was then i made up my mind not to go Japan. bye bye osaka!!! SAYONARA!!!!!!!!
not regretting it. cos counted that going there will be waste of time.
successfully BRAINWASHED manling, and some parts of joyce :Dokay, i can take up a new job: BRAINWASHER... LOLby the way, who need a brainwash here?? i can do the job :)why need to go japan?- so can perform in the 2000 seater concert hall in osaka- so can learn music- see cute guys??? lol, of course not. like wad ml said, to "WIDEN SOCIAL CIRCLE" ( i think she wanna go there to say kawaii to all guys there lor.)- spend time with friends- it's our last year to go outing in pl- to shop???!!! (but it is not a sightseeing tour, stated in that form. the things there very X)why in the end i chose not to.- very expensive ($2345) (hello, ur parents will feel the pinch one, not you, so need to think for them)- waste time (learn some music nia, in spore also can. why go so far?)- dont want mum to be hme alone on somedays- cant take it without toucing my piano- cant take it to XXXXX everyday- dont want to spent parents hard earn $$$- time can be used to do revision, go watch movie, shopping etc.after sorting out my thoughts, it is obvious why i chose not to go. if i were given $2345, i would buy myself a new piano :) [I ALWAYS WANTED THAT SINCE I WAS Grade5)or get a new phone (w850i) [THIS PHONE GOT TUNER, PLUS GUITAR CHORD INSIDE!! IT IS A MUST GET ITEMS)get mp3 player (creative zen verion M) [STORAGE DAMN BIG]more brown stuff /shirt [COS I LOVE BROWN]a treat to sasake sushi [yummy :P]so found alot of reason not to go, brainwashed ml the same thing. guessed wat joyce said was right. when ly dont wanna go, i will dont want to go, then ml. slowly become joyce then ethel.... then muhahahahaha, everyone will not be going. told ml that we would watch a movie on one of these days (12/6-17/6) maybe Spiderman 3?? cant wait for the show to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!okay, should start to learn how to save our parents hard earn money. they work so hard, cannot go holiday themselves, still pay for us to go some "crap" music exchange. arent we a bit too much. personally, feel a bit gulity. thought of taking up a part time job in dec holiday (as a brainwsher perhaps?! lamo)
and dont go for that trip.how can we because of our selfish need and greedy desire spent our parents hard earn money, it is ridiculous. i know there will be fund raising, but how much can they raise? then may asked, wat abt sponsors? there will be like ard 20 ppl going, if they going sponsor 300 bucks per kid, they will need 300 x 20 = 6000. that's alot!! anyway.
still the price and timing not right that's
all.not like going to buy a shirt in this fashion that is 20 plus dollar, now we are dealing with thousand. hello!! *wave hand frantically* anyway, i shall stop my brainwashingtoday had such great fun, eating and eating (though dont have the hotdogs by the time i went to take :() but still it was jus wonderfull. tmr sunday sch got to teach abt humanity of christ, got to have some rest.shit! theory haven do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help!!
go sleep first. wow, it's 0043 alr :X
