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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Fridayeeee, chill out yo. Sadly ser didn't come :(( and me spent $$ again. I need to join the newlook fan club seriously! Have been usin its standard as yardsticks for other shops. I'm plainly biased I know...

Thankyou darling fang for your flurry treat heeheee ;) though it's slightly fattening, I'll forgive u ;P nah. Anyway efforts to slim down didn't seem too work at all!!! My skinny still damn tight. Can baggy pants be the new "in"? So then it can hid my flaws better :) argh, being (pretty) woman is such a hassle!


Oh so is materialism the new fashion? Or is fashion always that materialistic? What say you?

Ps. Stay tune for pic! (soon!!!) discover my awesome beauty shot, whoooots!

10:41 AM


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I hate it when adults uses money to threaten me. What's so great being slightly richer than me and keep asking me to "show me the money!" when u already have plenty of them!

It's abt being thirfty, I know, but please know ur limits. Do u know that your actions make me despise u even more now, I m forced to feel that way, and i have no choice. Seriously, I don't know what u are thinking abt, Bleh. D: me promise gonna make much more $$ in time to come so I will never be under any compliance to give in to u anymore. And yes, I solemly swear. Have I said, u make me want to cry :'((((((


Ps. Study was fun with jess but I was too distracted by her lappy. Ended up stalking on fb, blogshopping and slacking .. Only finished like 2 mcq there, how pathetic! And the aircon was damn coolllddd. Almost turned into ice. Then shopped, I spent $$ again D; I NEED a holiday job to support myself now!! Boohoooo.

Sorry if this post was All abt $$ because of u I realised its importance in your (and our) world.

10:46 PM



i do believe in karma NOW. shld not haven taken that $10 note the other day :((

I LOST MY GOGGLES at the swimming complex today! im damn sad! cos i spent half of my night ytd searching for it! and the goggles is new (wore it twice nia)

dad say new goggles need to fork out my own $ liao lors. such a tragic incident.... on happier note, i can change a new colour for the goggles :) any clearance sales recently ah??

plus dear ml's dad also lost sth today!! this can further confirm my analysis that TODAY is a suay day D:

mehhhhh :( budget deficit sia.


other than that, today was spent lazying ard the house/computerchores. shoulders are aching from the swim more than anything else. typing this is painful too D: shldnt swim so long de lors. haiz.... and i cant wait for fri!!! :DDDDDDDD flurry treat by sotong!! tmr durain shells with J :) cant wait (to do piles of bio mcqs, how great)

whoooots. eggcited. guess it's time for a new pair of goggles now.

ps. i'm loving my new cam more and more each day. i need to think of a name for her/him. suggestions?


12:53 AM


Monday, November 23, 2009

The long awaited lust for today.. Wheee!

1) I got my new camera!! Whooots! It's samsung. Sry canon, wanted to get u but..sigh.. Tested the new cam just now, not bad! But it's a bit heavier than the usual point and shoot camera. The image stabilizer also not that fanastic in some scene mode.

2) Okok, I shall admit, I'm a die-hard canon fan steel (ris low way of saying "still" HAHA)...

To be fair, shall also credit some of e new cam's plusplus points! Take for example beauty shot, woah, sui. My complexion really became so much fairer in the pic! Plus the big screen to view photos. And fast cycle between each picture taken (relatively slower with flash though)! And high iso!! Ok, the standard I'm comparing with Is my previous love Canon powershot. So duh the features are better :)

Oh! There's a treasure hunt game in my house ley! Mission: find my dear missing canon powershot.

I conveniently forgot where I last placed/seen it! The tripod is the only evidence left!! Ahhh! Mummy still say wanna send it for repair de. Hmm, but now cam also dunno hide where, give up liaos. Who wanna come my house search ah?? Treasure hunt velly fun know! Hah

3) today is such a happy day! I never ever have to see organic chem anymore (I hope!). Looking at the complex GC is like, would I ever use it ever ever (never) again? Who cares abt stats or stats plot or the summation or the graph or the plysmt app. HOHO. plus I heard the minister talking abt some economic thingy, "market forces...price of... Maintain our strong currency" sounds very familiar hor. And the super chim gp words and deep/insightful AQ analysis, complemented with piles of essays qn.

Did I take any other subject? Except for bio, these subjects honourably mentioned above are yesteryear. For now. Bio is the only last thing left hanging..

4) tmr shall be a happy day for me too! Going to work that fats out. Kill the mcspicy-s, fattening drumstick/chicken wings, supper snacks, chocolate barsssss,, (the list for unhealthy, fat inducing food you can think of).. Wheeheee! Hope it will be bright and sunny! But not too sunny, I don't wanna get a swimsuit tan again :/

Ps. I've been eyeing at that swimsuit for months!! Wanna get it ley!!! Shall start saving up. Eat less, work more, it's my new motto :)

Thank Daddy god for bring me through this tough times and holding my shievering hand when I'm in doing my papers. Making me feel that I'm never alone in this war because your peace brings me calmness admist the frenzy. Thankyou for opening my eyes and realize carelessness made which would have cost more marks. I'm truly blessed with a wonderful family and friends, I wish to thank god too :)

11:03 PM


Sunday, November 22, 2009

There's a yearning heart here waiting for Monday 330pm to come quick.

There's also another heart somewhere wishful for a longer time to study before Monday's arrival.

Look how complex humans are!


Boomz off Alevel man...

6:19 PM


Saturday, November 21, 2009

Do you believe in karma?

Ps. I picked up $10 todayeeeee!! Heeheee. Only bought one curry puff with that money for daddy :) ohoh! Abt the award I received I got an additional book prize worth of $220 mph voucher!! Wheeheee!! So the total monetary value is $470!! Totally pays for being a good and attentive student man, ha.

Wahahahahaaaaa. I'm rich. Plus the new camera! Wheeheee really can't wait for As to end like now pleasee!

7:09 PM



Really ha a great time at macs today, learning alien and stuff. Gosh dhiv really bad influence. I pity her students in days to come man!!

Oh, NP really all the hippie and happenings de ok! Ask ml she can tell u her stories vividly.

Tmr going collect some scholarship prize, yeayness!! Cos this means more $$$ wahahaha! So it pays to be a good student afterall ba! Hoho!

Lastly to end off this post, specially for her deela, DEELA OR NO DEELA?! hahahaaa! Get in to medicine together kays! If not we will be his imh patients -.-

Nah, econs ~~~~ and I need to sleep now. Check out the time yo...

1:58 AM


Thursday, November 19, 2009

It's like a competition you know. Only the most preservering will win.

A rat race.

It has a similiar logic to natural selection -survival of the fittest.

Whatever you call it, I'm going to battle econs now :((

Yeah, time and hour ran through the roughest day -Macbeth

11:42 AM


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

From experiences, I can tell you tht sleep is not good. Especially to those who have exams. It's cliché to say that sleep gives your brain the power to recall facts.

But I feel that sleep is like a candy, when you have one, you want to have more..

Bad bad. Haven start econs. I am dead :|


Ps. My house is damn noisy in the morning n afternoon!!! Construction work outside :(((( please let it rain everyday so I can study in peace yeay!

11:10 PM


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I FEEL SO STUPID NOW.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

shld not have view the discussion on Stomp. cos i realised the stupidiest mistake made in the paper!!!!! wahwhawahwahwahwhawhwahhhahhhhh :(((((((((((((((((((((((
yeay, fyi i closed that tab already. jee your fault lar!!! :((((

the reaction for Esterification was a give away but my reagents were wrong, fdhgnjfkldfgjk

its such a waste you know!!!!!! i go keikiang wrote an additional HNO3 on top of what is actually right! how stewpid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





2012. doomsday :(
actually i dont believe it though, it's a haox for goodness sake!

6:15 PM


Monday, November 16, 2009

Given an option: 2hrs of wifi or 2hrs of sleep, which will you choose??

FYI I chose both today. Tmr I shall throw away THAT iPod..

1:48 AM


Sunday, November 15, 2009

You know what songs can do??

It can lift your spirit at your dullest moment and tell the unspeakable feeling that you have always felt. It's a universal language understood by all... And one of them that I'm currently addicted to is....

Stop And Stare by Onerepublic.
Stop and stare, I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.....

It's time, time to stop and stare. Think.

2:06 PM


Saturday, November 14, 2009


"It ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done"

-Rocky Balboa.



thankyou, its very encouraging... maybe a denial too. reality, sigh...

after looking at the answers for math....

DD:

horror! DDDDD: so sad. many misconcpetions. sigh. sigh. sigh.


credits: http://www.snippetsofwisdom.com/

shall move on with life then...
come what may!


8:12 PM


Friday, November 13, 2009

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Breakeven, The Scipt

The first line of this song aptly describe my situation now. Ah, Friday thirteen indeed a bad day as accustomed to.

On Stomp just nw and reading the threads. Hmm quite intereting I must say. They even loaded the h2 math p1 answers! (w worked out solution)! Such efficiency!

Friday. Usually time to slack, usually, usually.

And yesh, hair grow please grow, please grow. Is there any way to make your hair grow faster?!?? Eg. Eat more of what? I need hair now. Hmmm a wig would solve all the problem....

8:35 PM


Thursday, November 12, 2009

Realisation:
When you are not studying, time passes stewper fast

And when you are studying, time passes doubly fast

And when you are apply what you have studied in exam, time passes trillion time fast.

True? Yeah, can conduct a random survey and the test the result at a lowest level of significance, which has a lesser probability of making a wrong conclusion, that my hypothesis is true - to a far extent.

It's math p2 tmr, pardon me for the foreign language, I'm basically jut applying what I just read -.- how interesting it can get uh!

9:00 PM



Many hrs struggling to stay awake
Many (much) aredenaline
Many questions
(un)many time
many answers
Many comments
Many different
Many worries
Many cheerful
Many disappointments
Many and plenty more of..
Many negative thoughts
Many doubts
Many endless rountines
Many things that could/should have done
And many many more...

Life is full of many-s, a series of unfortuante many-s. If we could be among the few-s how great would tht be!

Cheer up hon!

2:41 PM


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I already made a pact with jee that we shall not talk abt GP

Obviously from that fact I didn't perform my best la :(( uhh. Bio I shall remind silent abt it too...




Oh, do you know u look so cute when u smile that it makes my heart skip a beat? Smile more kays! :) teeehee ^^

8:03 PM


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I learnt a new word today and I'm applying it now,

Gp is soporific. (ie. It's sleep inducing). Feel free to totally agree with me, yeay..

8:42 PM



so sad and disappointed for today's paper :(((

If only gorging all the chocolate in my fridge will help to lessen this misery now, I would gladly I give it a try....

Plus, I can't stand that CPE, he talks like we are in a military camp, kinda reminded me of the ocip camp, and hello please, I go there to take the papers not to hear your "orders".

5:59 PM



Now I'm beginning to hate myself D:

Shld have done all these way nong time ago during the study break! Ahhh then she could have a chance to sleep like at 12 instead of some graveyard time :(((( waahh! So the qn of the day is what have I been doing during study break? I don't know, you tell me D:

It's in 12 hrs time!!!! Uhhohh

1:32 AM


Monday, November 09, 2009

Gosh... I can't study anymore :(((( And to my many distraction, get lost. Math pp1 is here and (but not) there. For math pp2 haven try yet, dooommmmmsdayyy!! D:

I want to go for a buffet like now and gorge like a pig.

Just anything but studyyy!

4:36 PM



Sometimes I'm quite happy in being the only child, because u really get UNDIVIDED attention. Heehee..

Okok, more mugging to go! 24hrs before start of As, do u think is possible to revise chem p3 and math papers and gp content and letsnottalkeconshere by this 24hrs?

Bao :(

12:29 PM


Sunday, November 08, 2009

Time is so running out, I feel like throwing the clock out of the window right now to make the clock temporarily stop it's ticking. Shit man :(

I'm less than 48hrs from my first paper. This is it. (in a defeated tone) yeay I wanna watch that! Is it still showing after 3dec? I don't wanna hear disappointing reply! Uhhhhhh D;

Wotd:
Grevious - serious
Relinquish - give up/surrender
Uncogenial - not pleasant
Unbridled - not controlled, extreme
Patriarchial - ruled by males
Moratorium - temporary ban
Wanton - causing harm deliberately
Avant-garde - less traditional / liberal
Crass - stupid

Arghhhhhhhh :( agony!!

7:13 PM


Saturday, November 07, 2009

I can't wait for this 192 hours to be over!

Wotd:
Fervent - ardent, zealous, vehement
Strident - harsh
Polyglot - mulitple languages
Deus ex machina - come to a resolution
Nirvana - state of peace and happiness

I desired to ataain nirvana yeay...

11:01 PM



Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
- James Dean

How inspiring! But my version will be something like: MUG as if you'll STUDY forever, STUDY as if you'll have your exams today...

Haha, spot the difference :)

3:19 PM



Was chatting win faris just now, wow proves to be velly enlightening! Yeay, cos I was talking to a walking dictionary, hahaha

Ohoh!! Looking through Straits time fri one, my sch P was in there!!!!! Mrs L toooo! Abt becoming the first singaporean in the microsoft advisory coucil. O.o admiration!

Anyway back to topic staying up tonight again :/ and my mane needs its trimming. Hedious growth of black bushes on top that central control. Ahhh maths, I love you, please say u love me too!!

12:21 AM


Friday, November 06, 2009

Shall talk abt waste today. Yes, many aspects...

1) wasted day in sch cos mrR didn't come ie I came sch for nothingness..

2) food wastage, macs is a commonplace to see this, actually everywhere la

3) waste $$. millions of papers be it notes, rubbish, tutorials etc are going to be thrown away. Just a matter of time - sooner or later. So why are we frantically heading to that photocopy shop zapping papers after papers, trees after trees! ( FYI I learnt in mrR class that everytime u say the word "THE" 10 trees are chopped in the amazon forest!!) gosh, save the earth and scrap the tutorials man!

4) culture of excess tht we are all facing in modern times. Maybe due to greed or rather in a more Singaporean context, kiasu-ism. We always wanna get more than enough before we are satisfied/reassured.

5) there are some things when it's lost, you can find them back. Amongst them, TIME is the most treasured one. Waste of time. Our lives are seemingly meaningless. Going after through piles of prelims qns solely for that decay-able cert, what you would call paper chase. Then end up finding that it's actually not what you wanted, but more of what others WANT you to do.

Yeay, waste. Shit or equivalent is included....

Ahhhhh mad soon. Anyw time for WOTD so that my gp can do reasonably well to get me to some decent course:

Sailent - prominent
Dictum - decree/Statement that expressed sth that people believe is always true or to be followed
Venal - bribable (venal behaviour)
Unfettered - free from restriction (unfettered flow of information etc )
Motherlode - rich source of ... (eg the past holds a motherlode of lessons)
Emulating - following

Mugg timeee D:

2:18 PM



I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WILL BE A MORE ORGANISED GIRL FROM NOW ONWARDS... LIKE NOW.

Cos I just spend an hour looking for last yr stuff -.- esp gp which don't even have a file for that subject matter. Gosh. I almost died finding for the "treasure" :/

Yeay! Iwill be less messy now :)) shall mugg math now FINALLY. lovvvveeeee here I come! :DD save the "best" for the last what....

12:20 AM


Thursday, November 05, 2009

This is not good... My Panda eyes are getting from worse to worst, jialat lar D:

9:19 PM



Thriving on them: tea, coffee ginseng, lotsa water, honey stars.

They are called essentials.... Okok it's been a while since WOTD so here you go!

Conundrum - puzzle
Robust - strong
Lauded - praised
Purport - claim
Impressionable - easily influence
Titillate - excite/fascinate
Exacerbating - aggravating
Parochial - having a narrow outlook / myopic
Paradigm - typical eg or pattern of sth (paradigm shift - great changes)
Credo - doctrine

Shall call it a day here! My vocab list is accumulating hoho! :DDD

2:07 PM



Ohnoooo it's Fryday!!!!

My bio rev undone and maths nothing. Diesssss.

I shall stop my all my normal activities including using the wifi please breakdown mio now D: ahh gonna sch le

1:54 PM



His cologne is intoxicating me :S

I feel like throwing away the horribly stenched pen. Thankfully I don't hve sensitive nose or else my nose would just drop. Gosh!!!

Look at the vonderful time! Good time for macs breakfast! Craving for hot cakes.... Night is still young man, imma study now D: mug hard pals!

3:33 AM


Wednesday, November 04, 2009

If u see a panda roaming around tmr it's most probably me. I don't plan to sleep tonight. And if I ever do, most prolly 5am.

Yeah, I need to finish my bio revision today today today today!!!! Im gonna break up with my best pal procrastination now. Bye bed. My dear eeyore can have the whole bed for himself tonight!

Sigh, Alevel is murderous :xxxx

9:09 PM



Last night I dreamt of a feast of muffins and little colourful cupcakeyys, I was euphoric :DD

Plus there was this subtle yet a very persuasive voice whispering "eat all you can, eat all you can!!"

Haha this isn't a joke k! Maybe it's a sign that there's more cupcakes this week! Or another sign that I will take out my braces soon to "eat all I can" HOHOOH. FYI I didn't want to wake up from that dream! Cos I haven even try them yet :( okok maybe tonight.

7:34 PM


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

I'm exactly ONE month away from skiving. Yeah 3dec you better come soon. I'm dying here...

9:57 PM


Monday, November 02, 2009

It is only when we know what is good that we know what is right.

Timeee for vocab.
Surreptitiously - secretly/sneakily
Multifarious - having many aspects
Fissipsrous - separated
Engendered - called forth

Gp is in exactly a weeks time, i'm so dead. clock is ticking, heart please stop beating.

7:14 PM


Sunday, November 01, 2009

Let me tell u this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into this world before, and people continue to disappoint them.
-quoted from somewhere...

I am weird. I hate bumping into someone you know but yet don't really know. You know those kinda acquaintance that you know they existed but yet u don't know them? Weird

Ps who got sentosa cove/orchard road/scotts road/tanjong rhu/joo chiat road? I'm talking abt the macs monopoly game FYI.

8:48 PM