HUILING [:
' star lover
' authetic NERD
' handbeller
' Kerunophobia
(means scared of thunder and lighting)
' 010491
' plmgps, plmgss, sajc, rmit
currently:
school's started :(( terribly sad that her 9 mths of holiday ended like so abruptly.. mugger life kicking back sooon
Luv
' Family, Freinds
' Reading SleePing
' :Music:Art:
' NOT doing AnythinG
Hate
' household chores
' mugging
' homework
' anything that requires me to THINK alot
' unreasonable people
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' being able to fly... *
' get chance to sit on a flying broom sticks or magic carpet *
' a BABY grand piano
' MASTER THE ART OF TELEPORTING =D *
' be a ambidextrous (so i can finish my hw in time) *
' do well in everything
but afteall these years she knows that wishes are just another fantasy crafted out by her little brain.
they are only present in the unrealistic world, that Utopia she's looking for. Maybe in Neverland too...
Games
Click Me (:
2b2'05
3a3'06
Chesed
Ching Fang
Dawn
Dehui
Diane
Elizabeth
Gerard
Hui Xin
Jess
Joan
Joyce
BESTIE!!! Man Ling
Ming Fang
OCIP 2008 thailand
Petch
Rach
Sherry
Xi Ying
Yuan Qing
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cant believe it! HUILING SURVIVED HER GP PAPER!!
actually pp1 wasnt that bad cos the topic on economy vs envirmental cost came out and i kinda wrote a essay on it (: so HOORAY! but pp2 kinda screwed up.. cos i dont know whait's talking abt.
damn abstract can, what solitude thingy and lonliness.. which makes me like errr. haiz, anw it's over! i just pity the teacher who will be marking my script cos it's a total crap.
at a glance:
- ANGELS AND DEMONS with fanggyyyy. the company was great so was the movie! (omg! Ewan McGregor is acting too!!! but he turns out to be a valian, anyway, he will be my hero)
- jee taught me how to break locks! cool :)
- i want to go city plaza
- managed to download 17 again!! and watch it AGAIN, whooootss
- but too much stuff on hand to study
- much stuff is planned for my jun hols, but i doubt i will finish 80% of them
- huiling wants to study hard, but she lacks the motivation to do so
- teachers cant emphasize how impt the june hols are, so i need to study real real soon....
that's all folks! FOX HAVING SALES!! the skirt i always wanted is now 50% !!!!!!!
ALERT ALERT ALERT!! :D heehee, GSS is FINALLY here (((((:
Skyway Avenue
.....
cause if you jump
I will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue
:))) i wish i could jump too. nvm, that sounded rather sucidial. HA, but BT2 is this fri man :( boohoo i haven kinda read through my gp notes. shit lar, i hate gp.
it's just but another crapping paper which requires extensive general knowledge and chim chim vocabs. oh wells, just left with a few more mths alr, i better study harder.
to momentarily forget these awful memories, let us see this:
heehee :) maybe it's thankful that my comp speaker isnt working, or else i would have finished watching the drama by now and not done any tutorials. anyway, catching this ltr at 930.
wheeeee!
life isnt that bad afterall, if there's something nice to look forward to ;)
Hmm, no guitar on weds seems to me a norm to me already... And so is not communicating with her is kinda norm too., am I immuned to this weirdness of the world?
Sigh, there's GP essay to write again, it's like we are forced to do GP religiously man. There's chem spa tmr too! Need to study man :(((
School sucks. I can't wait for 3 dec to come, then I would BURN all e notes away, whoooo:)
You can do it, come on!
Why she's so annoying! Only see the blemishes I have And not other good thing :(( I m disappointed :( I put u in my top priority in think of u in my every actions but why didn't h see that quality in me? Am I such a bad daughter? Trying to gain ur acknowledgement n ur praise but u said I am not considerate n selfish:( I don't mean to rise my voice but ur hurtful comments realty hurts my heart deeply... I wish I can just disappear from the face of the earth now......... ):
Life is so mundane ! Only has a few perks of ecitement occassionally.. Haiz, the rest is just repetition of duties..
The museum thing with rt and jess hse warming were my peaks in my wkend :))) I love you guys!
Meanwhile, ser n cf jiayou! And poly dearies work harder for ur projects, all the best!!
Toodles!
Ps. I can't wait for holidays to come seriously, can govt just shut e stupid sch due to swine flu?! My life is in danger!! (joking)
On fri during morning assembly, mrs quek our vp recited a very touching poem.. Is abt how we shld express our love to our mum before we regret that it's too late. I was nearly drawn to tears when she read it aloud!
Indeed, my mummy has shown her great sacrificial love to me:) like how she is always concern about my health and study etc. Except sometimes we don't know where she is coming from. Then I will always rebut her and make her so angry... Maybe just a little immature, she tolerated me for years.. On mummy's day this year, I made her happy :D
And this is what as a daughter we ought to do :) to reciprocrate her love. You know that I love you mummy, happy mothers' day!
Even when I said u are having pms, menopause, more white hair, giving me the bad genes, you know that I don't mean it.. You will still be my dearest, most appreciated mum :)
Hope you will stay happy n blessed! :)
This is my HUGE source of distraction... :|
i am in a state of confusion now...it's seems just so close yet so far feeling. i keep thinking about this issue and seriousl i cant concentrate during lectures and tutorials and even when i am at home doing hw, i keep reflecting, pondering.... will things be like what it used to be before??
did i do anything wrong or i did sth??? why everyday seems just so normal yet it's so NOT normal. deep inside, it's really not normal at all, far from norm. am i such a bad friend that u cant tell me what's the problem with me and i cant change? i HATE HATE HATE this feeling. even we are sitting just barely a few cm apart i feel like we are at opposite poles of the worlds. am i that detestable? just look in my eyes or saying "hi/bye" that difficult?
the one-liner answers/response made me sick and tired of being the one who tries to initate the conversation. i am confused. how someone be so close at point of time, is strangers now? it's just illogical. the change kinda happened in a snap of a finger. i cant comprehend. i would want to know what's going on but just didnt have that courage to ask. perhaps it's just avoiding the issue. cos it is too fragile and anything comment or what so ever might turn into a friendship that can never be mended. just dont know how to describe this feeling of lost. going to school is never the same. i wonder if 'you' would feel the same way as me?
sometimes i wish i just dont have to come to sch so i wont keep thinking and brooding over this issue. if only i can delete or quarantine this unpleasant thing somewhere so i will nv get to face it again. though it may seems like a small issue and others would say "aiyah, nvm just ignore it and study hard. anw you wont see each other again after As what" but but but.... just cant help it, my mind would wander off and imagine stuff. i try to put myself into your shoe but i never figured out why. i really really really got this urge to ask you, but the qn just couldnt come out of my throat. then i would have regreted, i shld have asked. shldnt i!
still, i am distracted by this for a couple of wks now. does things really got to turn out this way? is this what u wanted? your life will be better without my existence?? if this's so i wish i had nv met you. only if i could read your mind.
haiz.. my mind is in a whirlpool.... avoidance. is it what we wanted? you are just so "hot n cold"
i think i got a problem, but i just dont know what's the problem. :((( feeling so miserable, sigh. what can i do?
Omg, I can't believe I spent e long wk end away by touching my ipod every now n then..
Well anw, I saw some funny mv on YouTube like Dont Trust Me, ohoh n u know there's way to cheat in restaurant city!!! Omg, damn cool!
Wells my holiday is going to end in ~2 hrs time... Still have tutorials n hw for my every subject, except to :D, boorary. :((((
Had a "fruitful" shopping trip ytd, haha n I m e trend setter yo! Hee:)
I can't wait for 16 may!! Oh to add on, can't wait to c what will happen on 27 may... :))))))
Toodles my friends!
I can post pictures using this app in iPod, cool sia :)
Spent $$ again today on 2 tank top, heehee! N great news is my iPod wifi not spoil! No managed to connect to my hse wifi :D
Toodles
Haha!!
-.-
Pl concert, guitar ensemble
handbell performance was great today, but... the syf results is disappointing :(
oh wells, since there's isnt mr fong this time around, it explains why our standard dropped quite alot.... MR FONG! why did u go back?! plhb needs you leh! they are strong girls man, getting just silver didnt faze them! they even put up a great performance tonight! you ppl rock, but unfortuantely, we didnt kinda know the juniors there, and it seems just so awkward so just go up to them and say "hi! u put up a great performance just now"
needless to say the juniors feel disappointed too lar, so.. sigh. as long they put in their best can liao lor. who care what kind of award they give.
anw, ly left half through the concert and ml came to join in (: thankfully we managed to buy tic outside the cc, but it was only the first few rows de. cranked our necks for the whole show and cant really see the whole stage.
hmm, and bad news again, my ipod kinda spoil AGAIN. the wi-fi isnt working, dunno is my meighbour's wi-fi got prob or the ipod got prob. :((( so i need to resume blogging frm the comp again instead of ipod..
toodles, i need to sleep.
