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currently: school's started :(( terribly sad that her 9 mths of holiday ended like so abruptly.. mugger life kicking back sooon

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find.
Abba - S.O.S


I need SOS now. Other than spending another huge chunk of $$ at flea today, I'm so behind revision!! Ahhh, was doing the gp thingy for the while night ytd till 2. Stayed up and study till 430am, woke up at 8am for dental. My life suck la.

Anyway, had really great time at fleaaaaaa again! Whoo :) bought 2for$5 tops. Hehee and another denim vest that I had missed out in the previous flea. Hohohoh! So in the end, no $$ left for the Cotton tanks liao, guess I'll buy next time then!

Dunno why but I'm seems to be already riding the waves of modernization. Was I that fashion conscious before that? Or the (new) media share part of the blame? Or is it just that vainity is one of the human nature forces that we all can't go against?

Yayayayaya and I got a really impt good news to share!!! I WILL BE TAKING OFF THAT METAL MONSTER IN MY MOUTH SOON, IN 2 MTHS TIME!!! HOPEFULLY MY METAL MOUTH WILL BE GONE BY XMAS SO I CAN EAT ALL I CAN HOHOHOHOHO :pppp

But I suspect I would take it off next yr jan cos holidaying the later part of dec. Wheeeheeeeee! No more uclers, more foodieeeeeeeee!

I still got so much to do but alr too tired. Yeah, My eyes state can fight with the cheena pandas liao.

11:28 PM


Friday, October 30, 2009

Ohoh to compensate for ytd wordoftheday (officially call it WOTD) here it goes!

Equivocal = ambiguous/unclear eg. An equivocal answer.

Laudable = praiseworthy/commendable.

Yay! Haha feel so complished today cos I learnt many chim chim words! And plenty kudos to faris for being my walking dictionary and thesaurus :DD ohoh

6:34 PM



"your job there is to answer the god damn question!"
-mrR

I like his lessons :))

It's 3pm, time to study, made a pact with jee. Hello gp.

3:03 PM


Thursday, October 29, 2009

Depth breadth scope insights content

I don't know if I have them all yet...

12:34 AM


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

My notes can just somehow for some unknown reason vanish.

Great. No more electrochem notes.

Me learnt a new word today! Opprobrium. Eg some countries still think that the benefits of censorship are worth the opprobrium. :)) heeher I shall update a new word everyday!!

Oh looks like I need to go back to sch almost everday now, sian. Like that how to study?! Rghh!

5:49 PM


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I used to look forward to Tuesday, the reason why I dragged myself to sch.... Fried Food Day!

But it's no longer so. I started dreading
Tuesdays. For it fears the next coming Tuesday and the next coming one :(

Time flies literally, and I really hate Tuesdays now as equally as every other day.

1:20 PM


Monday, October 26, 2009

As the night creeps in, I know I'm a day closer.. Closer...

Closer to 10nov D:

And a little bit nearer... Nearer

Nearer to 3dec.

Goodnighty :S I can't think anymore.

11:07 PM


Sunday, October 25, 2009

It's like the almost normal Sunday yet it doesn't feel normal, pressured I think.

I keep thinking that my very action will ulimately have it's consequence. But just can't help it... Uhh I don't wanna study already :(( I'm relatively the slackest now. Everyone having their study plans and sticking to it while I only hve mine procrastinated D:

Korean drama-ing now.. It's quite nice the show!

3:18 PM


Saturday, October 24, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIS!!!

Really velly paiseh forgot to bring her gift today! >.< the mugging session in the end is down to 2 person... Felt uncomfortable walking ard in those chapped toe nail polish!! Didn't have time to repaint them lately! I feel so disgusted, eeewwwe....

When for a round of shopping despite plenty warnings not to go. Ohwell I just gave into temptation! Really change so much ayy!!! Oh! I also found this tunic top that I was hoping to get there!!! Plusplus so much sales going on! Ah

Wish I had the time and more important $$ to shop man! Really detest As.

Ohya my mum borrowed this Korean drama! The plot like quite nice leyy wanna watch!! No time for piano lately too. My life is _______ (dunno use what to describe)

Arghhhh! Days are like zooming pass swiftly. Another week is gone before u could actually digest what's been going on. Guess it's alr too little too late for gp?!

Yeah straight through my heart. Dying D:

Ps Sorry if this post is very incoherent. Just random anyway.

10:50 PM


Thursday, October 22, 2009

Help me find Mr Willy Wonka please? I have something urgent to ask him...

2:33 PM


Monday, October 19, 2009

Lazzyyyy bummyy ard at home doing absolutely nothing except reading newspp.

Ohoh! This durain cake is Heavenly: tinasim.blogspot.com!!! Godma ordered for us haha and I eat almost half of it. It's made of real durain! So durain lovers die die must try it!!! HOHO!

Goodness! Wkend is gone in a blink of eye! Ahhh. Anyway, poor poly kids gonna have a great time in this new sem! Haaaaa

Ytd heard the scandulous affair from ahem ahem. Wow, totally 360degree unexpecting! Wahhhhhh, can be filmed as drama liao lor.

Yay! Lastly welcome back to homiee dearest lost souls who just returned from cheena-land! Back to school you guys :p

12:59 PM


Saturday, October 17, 2009

HAPPY DEWALI to those celebrating :)

Life without a timetable that we are so used to ever since primary sch (or was it preschool?) = loss of time.

No discipline to wake up nor to do work. Lost. But ironically, it's been what I was looking forward to throughout the years of education! Haiz. Need to start mugging econs now, booho D;

5:22 PM



I'm afraid of what might happen again :(

5:18 PM


Thursday, October 15, 2009

I'm afraid of what might happen again :(

10:44 PM



It's so funny today at farewell assembly. The teachers are so sweet to come up with many innovative ideas n interesting videos just to encourage us, wish us all the best etc. Really very touching, love the teachers. Didn't really have such a great laugh in a long long long time...

Hah and thanks alot friends for ur encouraging letters and warm-filled tokens of encouragement. Thanks xiao chongchong for his presents too :) it really came at a right time cos my bottles are either spoilt or leaky. Your brownie is delicus too!

It's nostalgic to see pictures and be reminded of the really fun times. Thank god for planting these good friends around me! And of course not to forget to thank him for my good results! I just realised that this is my first and the last time I will receive the Famous Amos cookie and be part of the Honours roll. Whao! Sigh but I feel very guilty cos last yr i rmb getting 69pt but excluding pw. However this yr is only 70pt including pw. So actually there's a net decrease in my rank point and I don't deserve this award really.. I think they shld give it to those who made huge improvements, cos I believe that they have worked harder than me....

Ohwell I shall buck up buck up, wake up wake up, start now start now.

Before all is too late.

Ps. Fox got sales! $9 for this tank top which Ive been eyeing! But don't have my size sadly. Oh mini class outing again! Hahhh :D really hate the fact that I don't have a working camera. Missed out the actions today!


7:45 PM


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

ytd learn this new term, let me share it with you:

going to school is necessary evil.
(credits wiki: A necessary evil is anything which, despite being considered to have undesirable qualities, is preferable to its absence.)

i totally agree with this !! ha tmr its going to be the last assembly (for life?) maybe i shall start singing the national anthem too! sorry friends, i got no time to prepare farewell presents.. :(( and clearing lockers today almost drove me nuts i tell you.

advice: dont ever leave the locker to clear the last min. cos u will be surprise at the amt of stuff u piled there over half a year. and said "wow, i didnt even know it existed!"



it's 26 more days.
(credits snippetsofwisdom)

come on, we can do this.. yeah?

4:10 PM


Monday, October 12, 2009

Are we human?

The Killers

10:53 PM


Sunday, October 11, 2009

HOHOHOHOHOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY COMPUTER IS FIXED! THE INFO ARE ALL RETAINED :DDDDDDD

THE HUNDREDS OF SONGS AND THOUSANDS OF PICTURES ARE STILL THERE, HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

soooooo happppppppppieeeeeeeee. finally can type on a keyboard and not the ipodtouch screen, thank goodness! i will check of virus update thingy very often now darling, dont hang again on me k!

8:29 PM



Very full now! Just had steamBoaty with mum at home! Delicus ho ;D

Haha yup just 2 of us! How shiok right! Wahhh have been eating good food for past few days again! Bye dieting plans...

And hello prelim papers :(

Ps this weather is crazy.

7:47 PM


Saturday, October 10, 2009

Miss A!!!! She came to Singapore, just to visit us plus Vacation! She so nice :))))) had lunch at hans and felt like a tourist for a day! Went to the merlion for the first time!!! Hahahaha :)

Oh! I want to get a polaroid now! It's so pretty! Despite feeling super tired from the flight and all the walking walking and walking, she still remained very cheerful :) smiled for so many pictures, telling us what's she doing. Also she's so patient when so many of us asked her any her flights/length of stay etc over over again at different point of time. Really didn't regret spending my afternoon and evening with half of the team :)))))

Last thought of the day: (a bit long though...)
Bad encounter with sales people. They are just too overly loyal to their company/product that they are promotin even to the extent of harming ur selfconfidence. Must YOU use this tactic?do YOU know that your way of doing sales will NEVER get any customer at all >:( I am angry k. Yes and ur "low" actions make me feel so gross even by just looking at YOU. Bitch/jerk. Annoying people, just say that you are too biased or stingy. WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM A**?

Oh, does this world really look more on the appearance than the inner self? Is it living in denial tht I would still believe that there at least this ONE person on earth that will look not at appearance but your character? Or is there no such person anymore? But I Surely know that my God does not look on how we look or our paper qualification but just that little beating heart. Seeking for the recognition of earthly people is a never ending cycle, always pleasing others but in the end you yourself is the one who's hurt. So why not work on the heart? Packing matters so much in this world is it? What's wrong being yourself? is it always so difficult???? Tell me... I am confused.

9:46 PM


Friday, October 09, 2009

Haha, dhiv's newly created term: F virus. Yup she's mean! Neh. Haha if it's jee then I so bet it would be named G virus. Ahahahah!

Hope faris is feeling better now :) mum's watching the jiang xiao hua show AGAIN! omg, big switch, from Korean to Taiwan, acrossing the nations!

Hah, jess ah jess. JIAYOU K! all u need is tenancity! Don't ever lose hope :) tell yourself u can do it even it means to create a false reality. Think positive k :DD chem is the only one subject I can help u, sorry that my econs suck and it's "merely" H1.

Must hang in there, grin on, clench your teeth and say ALEVEL I WILL CONQUER YOUUUUUU (as in the grade U) AND GET A!

Yeah, meanwhile psychoing myself too, teeth clenched, head held high, deep breath, and say AHHHHHHHHH I AM GONG MAD O.o

Back to study again (actually can't use the word again since I didn't even study at all when I came home till now... :((( )

Suck big time lar.

9:30 PM


Thursday, October 08, 2009

Today a wasted day In sch cos J didn't come for econs and we (7pple in class inc me) came to sch specially for that only lesson. Damn and the freaking sch refuses to let us get out until 11am how unreasonable and un-unseratanding! :((

So much so for being a good kid and try not to pon sch even there's on one pathetic lesson the whole day. So had a mini chem consultation instead and got
Mj pp1 to do too, haha for free :))) hah, I sound like a geek now I know, but hardly practice paper comes free u know!

Sigh I slept afternn away and finding for something to carry that blame. The day started screwed :( wellwellwell....

Bio haven study yet! Die, tmr got mock p2 I suspect I can pass again. U know I really hate hate hate studying now? The education system here suck big time, it's so rigide and unflexi! Stick to the curriculum, stick to the curriculum! I can't think anymore but just memorizing facts after facts, solutions after solutions. Is this what they really want to equip us? A generation that relies heavily on tys and worked out prelims solutions? Suck lar.

I can't thinkly sanely anymore, helps.

9:19 PM


Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Before I miss this out here...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST FANGYYYYYY!

Give urself a pat on your shoulders cos you made it YAY! time for u to slack awhile (emphasis added)!! Haha :)))

9:43 PM



Snooze button, school, late again, lessons, breaks, chat, stone, lessons again, copy frantically during econs, hand numbed, consultation, gp remedial, gosspis, missed econs lect (unintentionally), bubble tea, home, chat, slack.

Nothing new really. It's a cycle can u see? Tell me how boring it can get, cept meeting people whose smiles = millions volts that are able to light up your dull boring day ;)

Sadly (or thankfully) 6 official school days more....

7:03 PM


Tuesday, October 06, 2009

"live and let live" I think this should be my new motto. Shall try not to hold grudge against people yeah? Yup I think this should be it.

Yesh, I try my best. But still it's difficult to be a nice person when everyone treats you like crap here. Zooming into your errors and magnifying the your mistakes. Sad life. D:

Wish that this could be less complicated. Wish, I say again, wish.

9:37 PM



Hi do you know your actions disgust me like totally?

7:52 PM


Monday, October 05, 2009

Shhhhh!

Stupid iPod, this app totally suck! It deleted my post!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhh.

I need the 3.0 version so I can install the other app for blogging and not blog from this stoooopid app :(((((( angry

Anways, don't wanna write all again. It's my hilarious day, gp with Mrandy is superbly funny and yet educational.

Jokes abt ED not a serious prob by jee had won the classic joke of all times I tell u. The j1 guy rebutted that actually maybe jee's a girl so dont know how ED can be a urgent problem. Hhahahahahahaha

And the there j1 who said we love sex so that's why birthrate low? Hah, it suppposedly meant we love money. So don't really wanna burden ourselves with kids.

Looks like a retyped the entry again! Yup!

Met dawn too at hmall macs. Haha, she's so cute. Okok, back to math! I must finish ajc and hci today today today! No more delay huiling!!!!!!!

3:43 PM



A man never discloses his own character so clearly as when he describes another's.
- Jean Paul Richter

Somehow I felt backstabbed if i were in your shoes... But how or rather what can I do? Sorry friend.

3:24 PM


Sunday, October 04, 2009

我吃月饼吃到怕了。

MoonCake overdose as you Would like to call it...

Ps. I WANNA 提灯笼!

8:53 PM



Is this a dream or what?


Maybe it's or what, cos I know it's definitely not a dream:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST! I SEND U ALMOST EVERY VIRTUAL AND THE COMMUNICATION WAYS TO WISH U HAPPY BIRTHDAY :DDD

I love you! Millions xoxo :DDDD

你要快一点回来,dont 慢慢 de ley!

Hurry

12:23 AM



Tell u: don't ever attempt ajc 09 math.

It's damn hard, DUH typical killer paper. Man, I think shall stop here :) love the person who invented wifi :)))))

Wheeee

12:17 AM


Friday, October 02, 2009

End this drudgery please?

I am too tired to run this endless race which I can't see that shed of light at the end of the tunnel :((((

Goodnight world, I will finish reading 07 passage before turning in D:

12:35 AM


Thursday, October 01, 2009

Did u ever feel that music can't really calm that beating heart I yours?

Lub dub. ;( close to 40 days, perhpas should I say exactly 40days to 10nov?

10:18 PM



I meant good Samaritans.

Ah, stupid iPod. Haven finish typing then upload liao.

Wellwell.. I ain't really studying well at home nor outside :(
Mayb I am allergic to studying! But sadly don think there a cure for it except sleeping.

Ps. Maybe it's our unspoken difference. Yeah?

2:12 PM



HAPPY
CHILDREN'S
DAY!

TO ALL THOSE YOUNG AT HEART and whatever to those who thinks we need to be exiled to neverland -.-

Ahem rt! It's good to be young and feel young doesn't it? Time to explore and plenty of rooms for errors and nosey adults can blame us for our stupidity uh!

Sigh, wish peterpan could bring me and we can fly to neverland where our dreams will never die :) there's hope and most importantly stress free!

Oh, daydreamed a bit during bio. I was thinking if the future world would be a super scary one cos genetic mutants will be striding along the same path as you. Even though being artificial they would be portrayed as the ideal? Priced? Perfect?

Well that's my little opinion la, Not that I am anti genetics study or any sort. But surely it shldnt be misused or else ---> nightmare . Scary walking clones eeeww.

Looking forward to something this wkend :) but I'm stress (more of pissed) at some stuff happening in sch. Sigh, it takes great courage and strength and determination and a sincere I-am-willing-to-help heart to be a good smaritans

2:08 PM