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' MASTER THE ART OF TELEPORTING =D *
' be a ambidextrous (so i can finish my hw in time) *
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

went to hear the ngee ann poly open house today. dragged lingying there too. she was so bored and said wasted her time there cos she going to apply for DSA, not DPA.

went to the accounting booth. the person, very "zhuai". she at first thought we from mgs, but we were from PL mgs. -.- she only gave us one info booklet, said she was trying to save the trees.... -.- again. after she asked if our midyr marks can go jc, we said can, she replied, why come here??? is like we want a wider variety of options cannot meh.... so wateva

decided that i will do DPA and DSA. but ml said SA jus lowered their cutoff from 9 to 8 now, which is equivalant to ACJC now. shit. harder to get in without DSA. so the more i should DSA there. tjc, which ly wants to go, which i thought which was quite good (cos got tennis courts, bbq pits, squash courts ....) cut off even lower -- 7. died. cant even get into any of them can. (base on my midyrs results) x

jus kill myself and die lah. shit. decide to try for mjc, tjc, acjc and sa. hope one of them will get in... but seems like a lot right? haha.

there are a similarities. which are, every of them said they peferred CCA achievements, a little of grades, leadership. (which obvious last two cant one lah.) suddenly i felt myself very stupid. why i did not struggle to achieve more when i was like in lower sec??!! why why why!

and this is only when i again started to hate myself for enrolling into the "wrong" cca (handbell). cos NONE OF THE JC HAVE HANDBELLS AS CCA. if not we sure can get in one, based on our last last month SYF [GOLD WITH HONOURS LEH]. sad, depressing.... [but some they just asked for CCA achievements, did not say need to help the school etc. haha so may be can still try...]

damn macbeth, cant even pass -.- (okay i know that was random, but jus rather unhappy)

these few days quite sad.... :(

but look on the bright side, a few more days would be holidays alr, atime for intensive revision :( still cant find things that are happy.... sadsadsadsadsadsad. [this is SAD]

dsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadasdsadsa. [this is DSA]

today ms poon treated 4A3 to macs breakfast!!! yippeeeeeeeee! i order big breakf. but i dont ve a harshbrown. it's okay, anyway.... THANK YOU MS POON. the breakfeast was reallllllyyyyyyyy nice, and it lasted me till 5 pm where i ate fish and chip (for $2.80) at NA poly.

okay, maybe finding a new show to watch on crunchyroll can be a happy thing i guessed. but mum dont wanna me watch. stupid. so upset abt my grades nd stuff, moody.

though POTC coming tmr, still dont feel any excitedness. today, 23 may 2007, GV plazza screened the movie marthon for POTC at 7 pm. sadly which i cant watch, cos too late. they will even screen at the world's end!!! johnny and orlando so suai!!

:( i feel so stupid. cos i am :((

10:54 PM


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

got back my hideous midyrs results today.

really hideous....

2 boarder line passes. i fail the damn combine humanities. stupid. failed by 2 PATHETIC marks.

but anyway, looking on the brighter side of life, i got 3 distinction (:
geog, emaths and bio!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. love it. but calculated my L1 R5 got 17 (excluding 4 bonous pts from CCA and HMT). it's like cant even get into SA or AC lor. sad......

my L1R4 is 13. quite pleased, cos can go poly to pursue a pharmacy course, i think..

tmr is NApoly open house. still haven decide whether want to go or not. cos, last mintue ml say why dont go there see see. then by the time wer ushed there to put our names (so as to squeeze into the bus provided), she told us that there werent any more vacancy liao. so we have to make our way there ourselves. ml, looking on the brighter side said, it's okay to b late than never come. shall, see what will happen tmr. maybe will consider take 151 or taxi. but it's at clementi, so far can.

plus, they said to apply for this DPA thingy, they will see the most recent exam results, which is the midyrs one. obviously, how can i get in lah. so "lan". anyway, mum wants me to go jc. but considering the fact that mum said the company (which you will work in future) will send you overseas to study, poly isnt a bad choice either....

i am in dilemma again.

anyway, now today going to finish the It Started With A Kiss show!! muhahahhhahahahahahaha..

zuoye haven do, the chi exercise also haven do, i am sodead. but later watch finish then do lor. haha..

oh, a great news!! my amaths from trm 2 got F9 improved to B3... i am so pleased. thanks to my own efforts. it also proved to my mum that i dont need amaths tuition lor hmph! haha. this great improvement partially gotta thank wei wei, cos without her calculator for PP1, i wouldnt have gotten A2 for pp1. yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! trillon thanks!!!

:)

3:51 PM


Sunday, May 20, 2007

SIMPLE PLAN- I'm Just A Kid


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Saturday, May 19, 2007

sad. miss nafa gold by 1 pathetic cm. last yr of achieving a GOLD. idoit

went for the Macbethseminar today. i dont think it is really helpful. ms loh did a much better job in explaining macbeth than the speaker does. more over, he talked abt the political tyranny during MB's time. which is not really impt.

got my my english and emaths midyr liao.

eng just pass nia. emaths did well, above expectation.... i am so happy :))

i was ranked 33.. haha, the last A1 holder. phew. managed to squeezed in to the A1 grade, ON THE DOT. thank godness..... pp2 pull me up. now watching it started off with a kiss. very nice show. must wacth k...

since not going for the japan trip liao (after getting a huge scolding frm XXX:more details see ml's blog) decided what i am going to do during that time.

1) go esplande zap scores
2) go there study (whatever subject, most likely amaths, cos it dropped from an A1 to F9, thanks to XX who is XXX teacher...) confusing huh! lol
3) shopping!!!
4)movies!!!! (POTC and Ice Age 2 at rahel's house :])
5) taking up knitting, maybe.... (knit my own pencil case. already bought the needle and ball of thread liao..)
6) learn how to bake something.
7) do geog and ss notes
8) learn piano scores
9) finish the show, It started with a kiss... yay!!!!!!!!
10) rush holiday hw.

to reply Boo's tag:
HELLO,i am still groing up. my ideal height is 165cm.
THIS IS MY LAST YR IN SCH AND I REALLY WANT TO DO WELL FOR Os.
AND DO RETHINk. THE SUM OF MONEY THAT I MY PARENTS GOING TO PAY. ($2345) if you think that sum is nothing. i really have nothing to say. how can we because of our own selfishness asked them for such hefy sum of money???!!!! that's too much.
moreover they DONT WISH me to go. why do you like hurting ur parents and doing things to rebell them!!
they really really dont want me to go, and i dont want to hurt them....
pls. put urself in me shoes and my parents one. i am trying to be a team player, and doing what i can to persuade them to let me go. and i will respect their decision.
plus, i am not the only one not going. 3 others also. do you think i really dont want to go??!! who in the right mind dont wanna go. for gdness sake, think of my parents position can.
lastly, i really appreciate that you came to tag and give your opinions/views on this japan trip. i do take them into consideration, but ultimately it's my parents who decide NOT ME.
and pls stop hiding behind ur facade. we all need to grow up. every step we take in our life, we learn something. from this, we too learn a little lesson too :)) and most imptly, we GROW UP.

7:42 PM


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

THIs IS SO RETARDED...
BRAINLESS FREAK.

dont ask why.

after long begging with my dad. he fibally allowed me to go japan with the school :]

it was meant to be a happy occassion, not until like a few hrs ago....

they told us that we could get a subsidies for the trip. what more impt is that ml asked XXX that day if we could apply for the subsidies even if we exceeds the requirement. (requirement is that the avg of all your source of income must be less than $1800, and that is so off in my case.)

IN ANY CASE, any of you wonder why not pay the full pirce of the trip since i am classified "wealthy". let me tell you. firstly, my parents are very extremely not supportive of my going that trip, as a result is not willinging to pay for the trip. secondly, my dad got way to get the airline tickets cheaper, so that i pay only 10%, but he wants me to go with the school so it would be safer. thridly, $2345 is too much as it can pay me to go for a 1 wk europe tour.

thus, i think my dad is already very generous to pay 50% of my trip and i am very greatful. thanks dad!!

this is like so OBVIOUS that WE CANT GET "financial assistance". but.... XXXXXXX wants us to go and said that we all "deserved it". fine, so our parents wrote in, and today got the reply that we will not get subsidies. not even a single cent.

okay. i am not angry at this. wat's more infuriating is that the other time when we submitted the letter regarding the trip to japan, my dad selected the option "I DO NOT ALLOW MY DAUGHTER TO GO FOR......"

since we are not going, then we did not pay the deposit($200). but, who know that XXX said that they paid the deposit. and yesterday my dad gave the cheque ($1173), then ml told me that $200 will be deducted from there as the deposit.

retarded!! that time already say dont want to go, written in black and white. hello!! (waves frantically) then we have to pay the deposit. what kinda logic is this??!!!????????

it seems tooo retarded-ly senseless to me!! (stimulus are not even stimulated, nerve impulse are not even created, not even passing through the sensory, relay and motor neurone!! how could i feel????? senseless. btw, this stupid processs did not come out for bio midyr. i memorise so hard can!)

and my dad is now so angry. mum too. he said wanted to go to the school, but i said like calm down can call XXX to discuss.

suddenly, i recalled Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend song. one of the part goes "She's like so whatever"

excatly how it conveys my feelings now...... oh, that song, it's nice :)

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

10:31 PM


Saturday, May 12, 2007

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL LIKE A BIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREEDOM!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........

2 weeks
= 336 hrs
= 20 160 mins
= 1 209 600 sec.......

of tourture is finnal over!!!!!!!!! yuppieee!!!

YESTERDAY:
immediately after the exam (chem pp1) rushed home. bathe, suft net and when out for movie!!! to celebrate that exams are over :)

watched SPIDERMAN 3 with huizhen and ml. the movie was (one word to describe) --PERFECT--- expect it was marred by a little "incident" there at The Cathay. let me give you the details.......

okay, it was a purrfect day after exams. reached cathay at abt 2pm plus. the show starts ard 2.30... got e tix and seated. started screen a few trailers.

okay, i got to admit, Johnny Depp is so cool plus hot!!!!!!!! and chow yun fat said the line "WELCOME TO SINGAPORE" oh, my this is so fab. best part was Orlando Bloom still handsome as usual....

then came the movie. PURPOSELY went all the way to the cathay to watch spiderman in 4K resolution. (plus read in Digital Life that if you watch it in 4K, you could see every singel grain of sand from the snadman.)

halfway thru the movie when the "sandman" haven even appear, the screen hang and went blank. infuriating! jus at that moment, huizhen whispered "ooops". at first i thought i was the climax so there was a blank screen.... as it turned out, the whole thing cant work. the person incharged came, thought that he would say something like i apologise for the inconvience caoused and it would be nice if you would kindly accept a refund tix at the counter when you make your way out.

UNFORTUNATELY, it did not turn out that way. he said since the movie cant be screened in 4K, it will be played in the 3plus K or something ard there one. the worst part was, they cant continue from where it stopped previously as it was not the 4K one. idiot. watched all over again. sat there for 3 plus hrs -.-

plus, they did not show the pirates of caribbean trailer again!!!! thought they would screen the trailer :( orlando blooms is so shuai can!!! okok.... the movie is very nice :) ended the whole spiderman nicely. hz was so funny, she kept thinking of Phantom of Opera while watching the movie... tsk tsk tsk....

after met jess at clementi so to go UCC (at NUS). poor jess, waited for us for more than 1 hr. cos ml told her to met at 5pm. and the movie ended late as you can see. so we were late too..

ate kfc and took bus 96 to UCC. did not know where to alight, so when we saw everyone alight, i mean youngsters, we dropped off too.. lol. like monkey see monkey do...

finally made it there. watched sng concert. actually it was pri and secondary one... well, their concert was also very nice too :] espically the dance, both contemporary and chinese one..
michelle you was great too!!!

dancers' movement and steps were very synchronise. the chinese dance one is so much better than our sch. chi orch quite broing the song though, string orch had encore, eldds very interesting, but still preferred our school one. heard their pri sch guzheng played. those kids were very cute... but their costume kinda funny. ornage with purple skirt. lol. plus brown guzheng. i think they did very well too, but some did not sway and the way they played wasnt as good as our school one. (no feeling etc.)

there was also theis little pri 3 girl who has the same name as jess. she played the violin so well, it made me had this urgeof wanting to learn violin. seriously, i am thinking of learning one more instrument, either guitar or violin.who happens to know how to play can teach me?? i really really want to learn guitar/violin....

choir sang melodiously. specially like their sakura sukura. super nice lah! the first part made my hair stood up. spooky feeling. love that one best. jess said her junior was there too.. anyway, saw michelle and passed her the flower and went back. it was tired day for everyone...

fell asleep immediately...

today:
finally got my 10 hours = 600 mins = 36 000 sec of sleep since the 1 209 600 sec of torture...

actually wanted to get a new phone, but when to singtel too late and the queue was too long and had to rush off for tuition. so got the queue no, but gave up on waiting. made it to tuition promptly :) yay!! then during tuition, my teacher argued that when we breathe in, our diaphragm expands. (actually cannot use the term "expands" should say relax. cos that day wrote it for bio test then she put a cross over the word "expands" and one mark taken away from the qn) then i explained the whole breathing thing again. but he still believed that diaphragm "expands". i think he got a misconception that lungs = diaphragm... unforutnately, lungs NOT EQUALS to diaphragm. the that causes the upward, outward movement of our ribcage is the intercoastal muscles, diaphragm is jus below them. so as a result it flattens so air can fill the lungs blah blah blah..... okok, end of discussion.

came home and watched 200 Pounds Beauty..... hmmmmmmmmm.....

i know what are all of you asking. i thought screening in cinema right, how come you got the disc, muhahaha.... dont tell you. i did not watch from a disc anyway. this got to thank jess for telling me where to watch... haha.....

okok lah, tell you, but dont tell others k, you can actaully watch the whole movie from www.crunchyroll.com

okay, you know my secret alr.
these few days, my suspensory ligaments very slack.
you might be wondering what's suspenosry ligamentis. it actually holds your lens in place so it can change it's thickness and focus on object near/far. as you can see, when we look at near object, our ciliary muscle contacts, suspensory ligament slackens and lens become more convex. this is called accomodation. that two stuff controls the lens curvature.

explained that to xiying today and she understood and said she should ve taken bio... haha. bio rocks man. but the midyr one sucks. so much applicant qn. ms kok gave us tips on like which topic will come out for the pp2, and guessed what, the topic given as according to the qn set, so the last few was the essay qn!!!!! luckily, studied some of them.

eg, i spotted genetic engineering, inheritance, homeostatis.... they all came out. hz, remember the glycogen to glucose thingy, glucagon hormones produced by pancreas!! came out leh!! gotta thank me wor :] okok. exams over liao... yuppiieee


ml: thanks for all the countdown thingy postcard. orlando blooms and johny depp so handsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huizhen: next time dont say oops k? or the screen would go blank.. lol ... also enjoy ur phantom of opera :D

jess: thanks for waiting for us :P plus giving me the website :D

joyce & lingying: jia you jia you!!!

all those taking Os chi this may: ALL THE BEST!!! YOUR HOLIDAY WILL ARRIVE VERY SOON :D all you need is to be discipline... last yr when we take that time, the sch also did not like this prepare us can. only lke a one/two wks before the exam then start a bit of revision, what's more only like 2 hrs each session nia.... so all of you very lucky you know. treasure this opportunity cos we dont even have it.

most impt person to thank--weiwei:
YOU ARE MY AMATHS PP1 SAVIOR.
WITHOUT YOUR CALCULATOR I WOULD JUST KILL MYSELF AND DIE.
ONE WHOLE NIGHT OF STUDY WOULD HAVE GONE DOWN THE DRAIN IF NOT FOR YOUR TIMELY HELP :)

I WOULD LIKE TO EXTEND MY DEEPEST GRATITUDE.... (wah, so formal....) haha, a trillion trillion zillion thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATES SO FAR:
1. school is going to sponsor our japan trip. but..... lingying may not be going :(
2. need to fill up this subside form, indicating ur family income. shit. confirm cannot get one liao lo...
3. dad dont want me to go. (he said it will be the best if you dont go)
4. mum said if i want to go then go lor.
5. i am in a dilemmia
6. SHIT, I HAVEN START ON THEORY HW... DIE DIE DIED. said i was going to do when exams end X
200 Pounds Beauty -- Maria MV


Kim Ah Joon -- Beautiful Girl MV

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