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school's started :(( terribly sad that her 9 mths of holiday ended like so abruptly.. mugger life kicking back sooon
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' being able to fly... *
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' MASTER THE ART OF TELEPORTING =D *
' be a ambidextrous (so i can finish my hw in time) *
' do well in everything
but afteall these years she knows that wishes are just another fantasy crafted out by her little brain.
they are only present in the unrealistic world, that Utopia she's looking for. Maybe in Neverland too...
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Hello ween!
Spend my day watching potter movie! It's still the most awesome movie esp the goblet of firee!! Heehe
vampire daries on channel 5 now!! how to study larh tell me :(plus potter moive again tmr night!! SIAO LIAOOO!! :D
Can't believe that I spend 90% of my study break doing accounting! Gosh, I better pass this man :(
Just read today's paper, the Saturday section is so touching man, I swear I will drive carefully on the road next time! And I can infer from the report that motorcycles are dangerous mode of transport. :/ but my dad still rides it, sighhh..
Ohoh! Tonight got vampire dairies! Hooho, and potter movie! Yayee! Back to mugging ... =.=
muhahahhaa i have found things to do after this miserable period!heehe, vampire daries!! :D haaahaa, jas was raving about it since last year haaha shall watch it after the exams! :D whoohooo!!i cant wait!!and accounting sucks man :( neh. and im hungry :/
My gawd! It's Wednesday liao!!
6 more days to my first paper and I haven started studying for that module yet!!!! *Panic attack*
Accounting is like super hard, my gawd! How can they even survive studying accounting for 3yrs sia?! I dont understand the lect notes n tutorials!! Dunno where/how/when they pluck the numbers from :( I tot I paid attention in lecture know. Sighh bleak bleak accounting!
More bleak past yr papers undone, untouched. My life is miserable..
Note to self: I must pay attention in lect next sem, and revise my work (esp accounting!!) religiously, amen.
Oh!! And many awesome movies on channel 5 this wkend!! Why always nearing exam tv and fb seems most tempting! ):<
this aptly sums up my situation now.today's a really sick day for me! drowsy half the time due to the medicine. what i predicted was right that im going to be sick soon :/ bad haze + bad flu = fever double negatives do NOT make a positive in this case. sighhh! going to start mugging now after sleeping for 20plus hour.. nehh :(PS. I WANNA WATCH POTTER!!! WHO WANT TO WATCH WITH ME? ;D
today's a super mad Q day!started in the morning Q for the denizen jeans! :D then mac + monopoly deal :) then warehouse sals chiong madness! cabbed to mitju sale! :D then koi-ed at j8 again :)my loot: 1 bag (similiar to ml, actually same as ml but diff colour hahaha) and 2 super chio chio chio heels! :D whooho! but now i am debiting to my account payable :(stupid flu made me so sick today -.-plus recently many mozzie bites! my mei 腿 kena suffered like what sia :(( and ml say i got gastric, must be the irregular mealtimes these few wks for my dear projects. but when the going gets tough, the tough (me!) will get going! :D jiayou!! mugging starts, erm tmr heehe! okok, be more realistic, starts monday larh :) gonna crashhh naow, zzz monster came to find me le!ciaooo! im a happy girl today! ^^
she's like a pig... and i got prove now! :D
and then... after 2 hrs,
my last lect of the year tooo! how eggciting can it ever gets! :DDD whooohoo!im quite fortunate to have rather nice grp mates even though some times (which is actually most of the time actually) can be quite irritating.. but WE MADE IT :D WHOHOOOOHO!all we can do now is to EAT as per normal and PRAY that the lecturer would LOVE the stuff we wrote. (sentence structure learnt from that pig above :P)ciaooo! i shldnt have come online, major distractions TSK TSK!
i really love this songif you ever loved somebody put your hands upif you ever loved somebody put your hands upnow they're gone and you wish you could give them everything...it was just only a dreamas exam draws nearer there's anxiety cos i haven really started studying :/ and everyone seems to be prepared, or at least have revised. i think it's crucial to start on the right foot for my very first sem in uni, but my hardworking-ness and motivation is dying as the sem is coming to a close.im really tired :( oh god give me a break..how i wish to do my parents proud so that they wont think im wasitng their money by studying at such a costly place.. procrastination is coming back again! i think after 1 year of mental break from As, brain isnt functioning as efficiently as it was back in JC days. :( my brain gets drained so easily! small task like typing a report or reviewing lect notes can be as tedious as crapping a nightmare-ish GP essay! x.xoh well i think i allowed myself to slacked too much le! huiling must jiayou!
hooked on this now..im so glad that projects are starting to conclude themselves. heave a euphoric sigh of relief *phew!*and i feel my house is like a hostel, where i come back to bathe and sleep. i can count the number of words i have with you everyday. sometimes zero... i guess it's really all back to what the song is trying to say: All i need is the air i breathe and a place to rest my head.the song speaks to me .. and the word lonely isnt new to me any more i guessif we could start all over.ps. my shitty buddy hope you get well soon ;P
how rare that im finally free myself from project tonight! :D happy kid :)"To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced life.""This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something. " i have the urge to read the book after coming across so many inspirational quotes from her and the movie itself! sigh, school tutorials and revisions are going to kill me literally in a few days time after all the projects of this sem are submitted. one burden off shoulders, another big burden coming - exams. just did the enrolment for next yr, and keeping all fingers crossed i dont wish to dapao any modules :/ going to convert to full time mugger soon. sian x10000000 :((( cold war at home is not getting anywhere better. i haven talk to her since that night. sighhh :'( or rather she haven talk to me tooo. tmr morning lect gotta sleep early! ciaoooo
i thought i had a great friday, not until the very last hour of it SOMEONE ruined it.it's reallly sad that u dont understand how i feeeel! i thought u knew, or maybe you acted you knew. cos deep inside you still haven accept me and my grades. why do you always see the side of me when im having fun? i know why, so when im seriosly hard a work, mugging the shit out where were you? working or either that sleeping/watching tv. when i care to share my day with you, you only gvive the usual "dont interrupt me when im watching my show"tell me who dont wanna sleep early and get their full 8 hrs of sleep? im soooo sick and tired of hearing all this nonsense from you. it's already half a year do you know. im living in the nightmare not youuuuu, why are you so freaking obsessed with MY life. i know i have poor time management but i dont pon class nor do i dont study. and for that same reason, i work reallly hard and ask until people get so pekchek to even explain to me! cant you understand, i know whats self-control. seriously if only sim got hostel, i would live there and not come back at all. home suppose to be my place of comfort and shelter and place where i can rest my mind and forget my day trouble. but unfortunately i feel this distance that's drawing in between us. why cant you be more understanding of my plight and stop telling me that i dont studyy when i actually do. stop cursing me. i hate you, maybe for now. i dontknow. i hate myself more for hating you
lately, alot of spammers on my tag board.. hmmmmmm sometimes i wonder who reads my blog anyway and why! cos "My life gets kind of boring Need something that i can confess" - secret by one republic. this wk is freaking busy like shit. every wk 2 proj to hand up, srsly why must you all due that the same time!! had R&R today at games room, laughed until stomach chou jing. LOL @ lame jokes.anyw back to sian project. and i learnt the art of taking minutes after 19yrs, tyvm wilson!
this's going to be an ANGRY post again. not going type it in caps, cos really looks scary.Not im bad or anything like that, but looking from another perspective, you are really acting like some kid who cant grow up. stop living in your freaking Neverland. have you ever considered what the phrase pot calling the kettle black means? yeahhh, maybe you should do some self reflection upon that. cos i think you will be very much enlightened. im really sorry for you, really really. dont think being a little prince you can be bestowed with the power of critising other people's life, cos i think your life is screwed up tooo. i guess bird of the same feathers flock together, and im really glad that XX is drawing distance from you. maybe some hormonal changes made you that way? i dont know, but perhaps what's done cannot be undone. when you realise what you've done to XX i guess it will be late to undo it. pls search the definition of friend on wiki if you are really ignorant (anyw you are, in my humble opinion). stop being a nuisance to everyone, you think we like you? uh huh you are so wrong..>:[
hi procrastination i.feel.real.bad.
omg i cant believe that im spending my long awaited saturdayyyyy like this doing this crap T.Tfml.I WANT TO GO OUT AND PLAY!!!!!! D:
IM EXTREMELY ANGRY AT SOMETHING AND I THINK I BETTER RANT IT ALL OUT BEFORE I ACTUALLY KILL THAT THING. ARE YOU LIKE A FREKAING COWARD? WHO ARE YOU TO INTERFER WITH XX'S LIFE AND WHY ARE U SO FREAKING PETTTY! YOU CAL YOURSELF A MAN? I HIGHLY DOUBT SO? BECAUSE OF YOUR OWN INABILITY, PLEASE DO NOT BLAME ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT YOUR GOOD FOR NOTHING BRAIN (I DOUBT U HAVE IT TOOO ANYW). SERIOUSLY I PITY YOU. STOP LIVING IN YOUR SELF DISILLUSIONAL WORLD AND WAKIEE UP. WTF. IF I WERE YOU I WOULD WRITE FML A MILLION TIMES AND KILL MYSELF TO MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE IN.OMGOMGOMG IM SOOOOOO ANGRYYYYY >:[pardon me
