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(means scared of thunder and lighting)
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currently: school's started :(( terribly sad that her 9 mths of holiday ended like so abruptly.. mugger life kicking back sooon

Luv
' Family, Freinds
' Reading SleePing
' :Music:Art:
' NOT doing AnythinG

Hate
' household chores
' mugging
' homework
' anything that requires me to THINK alot
' unreasonable people

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' being able to fly... *
' get chance to sit on a flying broom sticks or magic carpet *
' a BABY grand piano
' MASTER THE ART OF TELEPORTING =D *
' be a ambidextrous (so i can finish my hw in time) *
' do well in everything

but afteall these years she knows that wishes are just another fantasy crafted out by her little brain.
they are only present in the unrealistic world, that Utopia she's looking for. Maybe in Neverland too...

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The person who invented the snooze button or the hp alarm with that snooze function needs to be shot. Not because of it's brillant invention but for it's super brillant way of keeping people in bed for that few (deterimental) mins longer. Ahhh!!

So that's the reason why I can't discipline myself to wake up eariler to study cos I am too tired and lazybummy to get out of that comfortable environment! Wells anw, so many stuff to so again, so knowing that I will play iPod at home, I forces myself to sit in macs n finish chem nsp worksheet before coming home. It's successful yay! :DD

Parents discussing abt dec hols, sooo excited! Whoohooo :)))

Lazy days ahead, sigh. Must camp outside house or somewhere that is wifi-less -.- they are my major source of distraction.

Oh, I owed sch library fine 10c how lame. Previously stumbled on this site:

"a true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possiblities"

- William Arthur Ward

Thank you friends for accepting who I am and still love me the stupidly/childish way I behave :) hearthearts. I won't be able to survive this cruel, unsympathetic, pointless, dumb education without you by my side.

7:54 PM


Monday, September 28, 2009

Lost and (never) found?

6:46 PM


Saturday, September 26, 2009

Why am I always the one being left behind?

Slow down, I am having a really hard time catching up.... I'm trying, really.

Really, I am :'{

9:28 PM



It's gonna be a mathsy yet messy day ahead.

Hello F1

11:43 AM



Words of wisdom: DONT EVER SEE TF BEFORE YOUR EXAMS!

cos... U are sure to flunk it. Jinxed I tell u! Faris and my "encounter" with tf indirectly made us failed that paper we were sitting for. Yup, u r right chem p3 for me was expected F grade. I mean U la :(

So much for the sleepless night before prelims.





So why am I still studying so hard for when it's doomed to fail (or am I even studying hard enough?)

sch sucks, excluding math tutorials I say.

12:48 AM


Thursday, September 24, 2009

YOU ARE SO NASTY NASTY NASTY!!

Stupid.

10:13 PM



Roses are red so are you my watermelon bubble tea :) (and friends like u are hard to find too!)

Wah,got back gp but as per norm compo was wayway below my expected and comprere was like errr. Hmm so overall results is just ehhh.

Next round of mugging again! Mock papers coming up, I am so gonna get full marks for all papers now (exclude gp, it's NEVER possible).

Jiayou FANGY u are working so doubly hard than me! Can make it one, stay optimistic and SLEEP EARLY, u are like some night owl liao.

Jiayou serene! Last lap last lap, like running nafa like that we mustn't give up but run extra harder to reach our target! Come on come on :DD

Ml!! miss you babe, hurry come back from the god forsaken land! Wait till As over we can go fleaing every wkend!

My dear friends let's press on! And believe that whatever we are doing now will reap its results in due course.

Toodles! Hit the books!



Hello Campbell :)


3:45 PM


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

MY HOUSE GOT BAKUA!!!!!

Totally feels like new year man,
Whoo!

Nvm, just ignore that little fat thighs for a while now. :P but then my dad is finishing it fast! Must hurry grab before they r gone! Hohoho :D

Happy mood today yeah, I still love u, math ;DD

7:55 PM


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I say, Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone.


I hate the taste of failure :( it's like giving a plain canvas your best shot of art but somehow someone destroyed the beautiful art piece you had created, not giving a damn. And all the pass efforts seems to had gone down the drain...

This is exactly what it feels after getting back my papers D; so demoralizing!

Sigh, many times I had tried to comfort myself that there's still time but left when there's barely 1month left?

Also trying convince myself to let's run this race not only for e price is isn't successful too. :((



Hello Romeo, could you run this last and final lap with me together?

5:21 PM


Monday, September 21, 2009

The ground looks shimmery after the rain and I feels as if I am walking among the stars.

Oh well that's my love-hate relationship with the rain...

9:19 PM






Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.




Ok, flying kite later :) hope the weather is sunny but windy too! Or else the kite can't
Soar into the open arms of the blue skies. Tooodles!

I love my iPod, esp when the desktop had given up hope on me.

1:13 PM



Wah! Taste of freedom us really great!

Plus to compliment it with flea market is best! Got many cheap bargins @ Dempsey today with rt! Uh, even with heels higher than rt I am still shorter than her, and my feet ended my aching like mad again that u feel like chopping it off. Why does every girl experience this problem! Really peifu those who can wear killer heels to shop sia, yes u have my admiration.

Spent $59 today while rt's $34. But surprisingly we bought the same number of clothes except rt got one more extra bag. My best bargin of the day is re Warehouse denim jacket bagged it at merely $20 and a little vest @ $5 wheeehee :)) and tunic at $4 too! Wahhh so many affordable fashion pieces there! Lovelovelove! Oh my :DD hope another flea will come soon! Okok, mayb not that soon cos need to save up, now I owed mum $40 -.-

It's truly an enjoyable day :) cept for the fact that it's really humid there those w/o aircon. Now having a phobia, will those clothes people buy at mango Zara topshop etc all land in flea market??

At leastni finished my bio mcq part1 on sat and nearly half of part2 when waiting for rt just now.

The world is small really.

And sad thing is my house wireless is not working!! Can't login ley!!! Jialat, cos desktop also spoil so I can officially become a cave women liao. But I think when u read this post the connection us already fixed cos I am writing this post as draft only... Oh well, so much for the isolation at home :(






"if you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this works knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with" - Michael Jackson

11:08 AM


Sunday, September 20, 2009

Do u believe that unicorn existed??? Who are they? I think they would have been the prettiest and most poise animal around! And I wouldn't mind keeping them as pets! Forget all about prince charming. Any guy who sits on the unicorn is the coolest :) sorry white horse!




Been enjoying myself pass 2days. Fri had an absolute wonderul time with eliz and sophia aunty! Our auntish behaviours lol! Caught The Ugly Truth, hmm can say it's funny but mostly sexual humour, abit nc16. Plus there's so many sec sch kids in the theatre! Don't they have to study too? Like us! Ohoh, we even ensured 3hrs of sumptous sushi buffet!!!
Wahahaha. Too bad were too full to swallow another bowl of udon! Aunty was half the time trying to figure out her DBSK song that was playing in the restaurant while eliz n me were like "spare me!" kind. LOL. Our obessions with tamago, sashimi(?), and fried toufu indeed made it a really enjoyable date!

Regretaby (happily?) we went home empty handed. Ha! Basically sums up fri! Walked till legs ached! Sophia shld have invited us to her newly found house for a tea lar! Lols

Today went smu to mug. Finish only part1 of the bio mcq and many more to be done. We shun bian popped over for fleaaaa there! Hahaha and jane blended in well as smu student cos there's this passerby was asking where's concourse then, puzzled, I answers the lady instead. ha! I saved u jane, thank me :)

Bought a bucket bag there for $14!!! Wheehee! Guess they were closing liao so just little discount for me! Yay!!! Tmr there flea again! Flea titians @ Dempsey road :DDD so eggcited! Rt coming with me :)) hope I can find the denim jacket that I have been looking high n low for! At an affordable price of course!

Toodles! Church tmr @8am need sleep!


Ps. Almost 2weeka think u are adapting well liao. Thank you for ur phone call :) love you and miss you so much. U know I do! Another month more!!! Kuai dian hui lia!!!!

1:36 AM


Thursday, September 17, 2009

I feels fortunate to be surrounded by great friends :)

I love you guys. Plenty kudos for all your loving msg and last min consultation even late in the nights or super early in the mornings. Without YOU I wouldn't have made it this far. :D

Huiling is grateful!

1:30 AM


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

How unluckily can I get :((((

My desktop crashed. Hundred of songs and close to 3000+ pictures are gone with it too with my videos etc, omg.

Wanna cry liao. Mum still lamed me for it when she was the one using it for the pass weeks! And said it was my fault cos when she asked if need to scan for viruses not to save the trouble I replied no. D; bye songs bye Taylor, bye aar, bye we the kings, bye michael Jackson, bye all my fav Artists :(

Bye

9:55 PM



Arghhh, I lost Toon!! Rmb that cute little doll with short orange skirt and is made of sock, and who dropped one of her eyes but was fixed back by the owner with the eye from courtesy of melissa?

Ya! It's gone, my dad lor :( we will only learn how to cherish something when we lose it, how sad is this truth.

8:43 PM



I don't know why I always feel this way, I thought it was kinda of over already?

Why? Don't know how to describe my feelings but it's purely hurt once again :((( emo.

8:38 PM


Monday, September 14, 2009

Velly fan fan fan! I am so tried! :((( boohoo, math pp2 was crazy cos my favourite stats which I had confidence in came out damn hard :(((

The ztest I got the pvalue is super tiny whiny insignificant! Why! Like 10 to the power of -67. Yes, omg I know :((((( half way through the paper had terrible terrible headache! Can't think!

Now still habing throbbing headache, life sucks. Still got chem and econs tmr which both are equally unrevised.




Why are we always trying do hard to be that somebody else? When we know truly well we can't!

7:34 PM


Sunday, September 13, 2009

You know that I lost track of time when I'm with you, Stupid iPod!!

Ohya! Attention - watch leeminho's cass beer ad :) love his look when his fringe is down, cos the other hairstyle looked way too punk for his good-boy-boy look, heehee. Haha and undeniably the girl is so pretty and I am jealous. :PP

7:22 PM


Friday, September 11, 2009

I CAN DO THIS YES!

Huiling, put that iPod away. Come on be good..

I guess I am really sian at home. Too bored of playing piano and need to take a rest from stuying. Siansiansian... And it can go on for hours! Help me please :(

I really don't wanna study. Stupid math, can't they put pp2 before the
Hols when still have the knowledge back in my head?! BOOHOO.

I am hungry. Bored. Not tired. And SIANSIANSIAN!!!

11:34 PM



I think I am weird.

Don't ask why. Ok lar tell u, I think i am an ambivert. Check it out @ wiki.

Hahahaha! You know what just happened! My mm Seriously damn funny, cos my dad was like "hmm there's some commotion outside the hse"

Mum's first reaction: "ay, someone jump down is it??"

Omg LOL!!! Watch your Korean drama lar. Singaporeans quite kpo right? Or is it an international thing to be busybodies?

Anyway, hols ending D; ultra sad ley, cos my bio is Untouchable (hear it from veronicas) literally! Shhh and still studying math stats now, urghhhh

Econs haiyah, hopeless just reading model answers. Did I mention I didn't touch chem AT ALL in this hols?

Pro-ness. And prelims is on mon, wish me luck baby. Plus I am playing with iPod for the entire day, GOSHHHHHH

Huiling this is entirely BAD D: sigh, look how a good girl had gone bad.

8:57 PM


Thursday, September 10, 2009

If music is the fruit of love play on.

I'm into classical music these days. Very inspired by Nutcracker waltz of the flower, cos it is damn nice!! Perhaps because I am too stressed that's why. So listening to drummings and pop would only increase my heartbeat and the feeling of anxiety..

Holidays is already more then half gone and my revision is not even near half done. Sigh, jc sucks, it isn't as "wow" as u think it is, sorry pal. Grass is always greener on the other side.. Oh wells, time to hit the lecture notes again!

Ps. I can confidently say I WILL pass stats paper, 2weeks ago but... It is a whole lot of difference now :( lost touch of even the most basic stuff!!! How can I teach math next time? (If I want to)

3:27 PM


Wednesday, September 09, 2009

How does it feels like to be coffee drunk?some say coffee keeps you awake, but why does the poor ant in that cup of coffee never wake up again?

Funny the way it is uh? Sigh, seemed to be caged at home during the holiday, someone please justify this. This is the worst holiday break man :(

And the house is rather quite at night now. The daily night calls are dearly missed. Fill this emptiness please?

It's only the 3rd day, man hurry come back! They added stuff in restaurant city you know!

2:03 PM


Monday, September 07, 2009

平凡的人能寻找不平凡的东西吗?

Hmmm...



The 1st day today... 6more weeks

9:39 PM


Saturday, September 05, 2009

go listen to this song by the renowed King of Pop, if u haven done so.
though i am not a ardent fan of his, need to admit that this song is great! like all the others :DD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8rYl6K2STc

hmm, after watching the video i was like why did he leave so fast? i have yet to listen to all his songs yet... sigh.

at least, we know he was well loved by most people and his loving fans who took time to rmb him. maybe we shld learn to treasure the singers/high profile people and not put to much emphasis on gossips or condemning their actions/behaviors. and as a result we forgot the reason why that person is famous for and lose this heart to appreciate their works which they had worked so hard to prove themselves to us.



RIP Michael Jackson.





prelims part1 ended but after the hols, there's going to be blow of exams again -.-
the school is sick, my life is sick too.

i need to stop my 3-hrs of sleep daily during the exam days. cos really experienced headaches in the middle of the paper :(( sometimes i wonder, wth did i work so hard for? and the answer dont seems to justify my efforts. sometimes life is just like another circle that have endless pursuits and people to please that make fulfilling one's role difficult. sigh and sometimes you lose precious things that you wanted to protect. and i've been asking why does human relationships is so complicated? why there's isnt a define feeling like like/dont like but there's always in between.. hmmm

mum is having her time exploring the mysoju web and was astonished by the no. of shows from different genres to watch. HAHA.. indeed internet is a real revolution.

but has it made people narcissistic? am i one of them? hmmm

shall take a break from studying today, oh, and facebook isnt that fun after all. cos the game loads too slowly and too much things to do and dunno which one to start.. yay. think my ipod is better :) toddles!

3:19 PM


Thursday, September 03, 2009

Chem pp3, my only source of hope, was super disappointing. Thanks to T Foo who spoiled my perfectly fine day!

Cos I pon assembly again today, T Foo was walking the sch before the bell rang. We were siting by the corridor then he told us "u need to attend assembly u know that right" then serve us right who chose to ignore his warning. He came at 7:40 when assembly alr started, saw vivian and me STILL sitting there and tgt with other 2 j2 who were trying to do last min revision like us. Immediately, he flared up, and I can still recall vividly his expression and fuming like the volcano erupted.

What i cannoy forgive was he said we are "disgusting", and face was like folding itself into a ball of rage, as if we committed adultery or some kind of thing!! WTH . best was he confiscated our ez card. But I had it with me now alr... He's such a F, I wonder he will err get married. Stupid monster, don't be to like some porcupine right! Arghhhhhhh, and that's till now the worst incident I ever had in sch.

I think that's why my mood for chem was totally ruined by his DISGUSTING words. It's not like the WHOLE sch is there in the assembly what, walao. Didn't he have eyes to see that there are people secretly mugging in classrooms and why us?? This's so unfair. Thank goodness he's not my gp teacher, chong is million time nicer :P

Haiyah, so chem pp3 is like the WORST I ever done, cos I never have blank to the entire qn before! Chose a wrong qn to do and wasted 15mins to think the electrolysis qn and best was didn't even craft out the answer!! :(( when I decided to change qn, too bad it's too late, need to move on. So in the end, my 2nd qn only had some messed up attempts which the answers are obviously wrong. Completed only 3full qn instead of the usual 4qn. ):<

Ahhh, look at the qn now I shld be done q3 cos I know most of the answer and It's organic chem! :(((((

My bad day didn't end here, sadly. Cos my braces wire came out again!!! Need to go dentist and fix it tmr D:

Look! It's barely half a day in 3sept and so many unfortunate things had happened :(( not to mention bio Revision is nowhere near completion (not perfection)

Cheer me up baby.

12:53 PM


Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Wake me up when September ends.

Or maybe of can be understood as wake me when every depressing things in life are over, perhaps As?

1:03 AM



An random enlightenment:

We accept flaws because they are signs of authencity

Oh so this is it, math tmr and I am not ben halfway through bio revision and least to say abt math and chem ...

Jialat.

1:02 AM