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' star lover
' authetic NERD
' handbeller
' Kerunophobia
(means scared of thunder and lighting)
' 010491
' plmgps, plmgss, sajc, rmit
currently:
school's started :(( terribly sad that her 9 mths of holiday ended like so abruptly.. mugger life kicking back sooon
Luv
' Family, Freinds
' Reading SleePing
' :Music:Art:
' NOT doing AnythinG
Hate
' household chores
' mugging
' homework
' anything that requires me to THINK alot
' unreasonable people
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' being able to fly... *
' get chance to sit on a flying broom sticks or magic carpet *
' a BABY grand piano
' MASTER THE ART OF TELEPORTING =D *
' be a ambidextrous (so i can finish my hw in time) *
' do well in everything
but afteall these years she knows that wishes are just another fantasy crafted out by her little brain.
they are only present in the unrealistic world, that Utopia she's looking for. Maybe in Neverland too...
Games
Click Me (:
2b2'05
3a3'06
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Ching Fang
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Dehui
Diane
Elizabeth
Gerard
Hui Xin
Jess
Joan
Joyce
BESTIE!!! Man Ling
Ming Fang
OCIP 2008 thailand
Petch
Rach
Sherry
Xi Ying
Yuan Qing
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thank god for friends :Dsometimes, when we try not to think about it and escaping from reality, really it does makes you feel a million times better.. so why not?
why cant we be like we use to? why does things looks so bleak and complex? why even at this age we are still as childish as kindergarten kids?it hurts to see how friendship turns sour because someone tried to show some concern and it is not reciprocated even to the extent of being misunderstood. trying to put myself in your shoes, i tried to see from your point of view. being a mediator isnt easy. if im xx i would gladly want someone to tell me about it rather than keeping me in the dark and suffer from the cold silent. perhaps you confided me cos you trusted me, but it isnt a secret or anything so i dont see a need to keep it safe with me till my grave. plus the other party have the right to know why you were pissed.. well, guess i was too stupid, trying to untie a dead knot which could not be untied. is like making the knot more complex than it originally was. im sorry, maybe im too naive to think that you was still the old you, ok my bad. fine, go live your own life and mix with your own circle of friends. we are just too insignificant to be worthy of your thoughts. and tell me if they really stood by your side when you needed them most or are just fair weather friends, hmm actually on second thought, i cant really be bothered with this. not that i dont care, but im afraid that too much concern might turn me into a your so called bitch? all these while i was so wrong.. too blinded by past memories. sorry for being such an ass, you must have been glad you have one less person to talk to. you're welcome for the relief.indeed the number of (true) friends diminish when we get older... sucks even more when i dont even have many friends to start off with. darn :( i have really tried so hard to be a good friend to (you and) everyone and i hate going through this over and over again, please dear god put an end to this :(
It's beyond sadness to know that she doesn't appreciate the things u got for her, in turn telling you that I was disobedient .. Well :'(
That was because I think u deserve to be pampered so much more than just a plain cactus! Can u ever stand in my shoe and see?? Or rather have you ever done that? :(((
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